Elsharin entered the inn to find Laila precariously perched atop a ladder, patching a hole in the wall. Nearby, Heather the innkeeper changing the bed linens. She looked up as Elsharin entered, blushed and then went back to her work, too shy to speak. That happened often to the high elf. Her kind had not been seen in this rural area for years and most didn’t know quite what to make of her.
Laila smiled as she came in. “Hello, El,” she said, cheerily. “Do you have leave today too? Want to help us do some fixing up around here?” Elsharin grimaced. Laila loved to work with her hands, but Elsharin was a mage born and bred. She preferred intellectual pursuits to physical ones, and if she had time off she would be speeding back to Stormwind or simply relaxing with a book. She had been pleasantly surprised to find that the people of Westfall valued books and reading and the farmers and locals had made sure to save their books when leaving home. They had each marked their names in the books, and then put them into a small library in the inn so that everyone could enjoy them until it was safe to go home.
“No Laila, no leave for me. I have to go meet with someone shortly, but I thought I would come speak with you before I go. May I?”
“Certainly!” Always cheerful, Laila dusted herself off and hopped down from her perch. Elsharin had come to know this grinning, eager-to-please personality as Laila’s true personality, which came as a surprise since when they had first met she had been an admixture of anger, disappointment, hurt, and shame. She was young though. Elsharin could barely remember being that young, but she knew that youths of that age felt emotion more keenly. Even the slightest setbacks were world-ending to them.
Laila and Elsharin sat down at a rickety table and Elsharin looked a Laila seriously to indicate this was a serious, not a lighthearted conversation.
“Laila,” she said, “You have been given a three-day leave.”
“Yes,” said Laila. “And?”
“Three days is a long leave. As long as you’re like to get. A gryphon ride is cheap and can put you back in Goldshire in less than a half day. Yet you choose to stay here and do menial labor. Why is that?”
Laila scowled at her. “Why does there have to be a reason? I like it here. Even though it’s in this beleaguered state, I feel more at home here than I did in Goldshire. I have even been thinking of settling here permanently, when it becomes possible.”
“So you have said, and I think that is a good thing, but finding your future does not erase your past. Master Wefhellt has been asking after you and says you have not been in touch. He says you have friends in Goldshire, or perhaps one friend in particular who is upset at your silence. I know you spent 18 years at the Abbey there and yet you have not been back once.”
Laila’s face grew stubborn. “So? Perhaps I want to move forward, and not backwards. I have all the time in the world to go back. I want to get to what’s next!”
“Laila. Do you not understand what you do here? You speak as if you are invincible. You do not know how much time you have. What we do here is dangerous. You may not live to see your next birthday, let alone spend all the time in the world waiting to feel better about whatever it is that bothers you and keeps you away from your past. Whoever it is you are afraid to see, you may never have the chance to see again if you wait too long.”
Laila grew pale. “Please … I … I know I must deal with this fear but I cannot just yet. I just need a little more time. It is probably hard for you to understand, who have lived so long. But I have so much I must deal with, and I can only do a little at a time. Here I finally am, where the very heart of the Defias beats. The Defias that killed my parents. This is my oldest wound and it is the one I must deal with first. Once I have healed this most basic and fundamental of my scars, then I will be ready to take on the next.”
Elsharin sighed. “I do understand a little, I suppose. I do not see why you cannot work on both things at once, but as you say, you are young. And it is not for me to tell you how to live your life. I may command you in military matters, but not in this.”
Laila nodded and patted Elsharin’s hand. “Thank you for understanding. At least, as far as you are able. Believe me, I understand that I am a bit … broken, right now. But I am self-aware, and I am working on it. I will be back to Goldshire when I am ready. I just need a little more time to be ready. I am aware that I may never get that time, but that is the risk I take with the path I have chosen. Do not worry about me though, I am happy, for the most part, where I am. I will be all right, I promise.”
Elsharin smiled then. Humans were resilient, as frail as they may seem to her. She had to keep reminding herself of that. “Very well then, continue on with your labors here. I had better go to my meeting anyway. Perhaps I will see you at supper.”
“Perhaps,” said Laila, jumping back up to her perch. She did look happy, actually, mending her little corner of the inn.





